My bloody fucking , blood-sucking company

I enjoyed an entire 1 Kg Dutch chocolate cake today with a few of my friends.. Nah.. that was not the intention of buying the cake in the first place.. We bought the cake to bid farewell to one of our dear collegues. But no. that was not to happen. Our bloody fucking company managed to play their good ol' dirty tricks and made her stay. This time they did not release her well deserved relieving letter. They gave her crap about being under the bond period and other big shit..

What she actually deserved was a wonderful farewell for all the hard work and efforts she has put in to get the team to where it stands today. I am not sure what they were thinking when they "convinced" her to stay.. a feeling a triumph?? I do not think so. I think they have made a very wrong decision in making her stay. Why?? Simply because I do not think she will respect the company or her job anymore. Why would I even feel like working here when u not being paid half the amount worth the efforts you put in?

I am feeling really bad and frustrated and irate at this moment. The blood-sucking madarchods make us work our ass out here and then give us peanuts.. We are not given enough opportunities here and when we find good promising opportunities for ourselves outside these bastards do not relieve us. The entire upper management seems to be apt for the term "management whores". All they can think of is profits.. Give us good opportunities here and we will stay. Its not a bad place, but we cannot feed ourselves and our families with a couple of good words.

Madarchods tell us that the entire projects is burdened on our shoulders. They taking in new projects based on the fact that we have been doing good jobs with our current projects.. but they are not ready to recognise our efforts financially. Crap.. Bastards ask us to trust them.. Trust?? Excuse me.. we did that for 1 whole damn year.. What did we get?? Nothing but big promises.. huge promises..fucking yes.. how did I forget.. we got zillions and zillions of appreciation. :)

Sometimes think these bastards do not know the meaning of the word Trust..We will pay you what you are worth, trust us?? Arre madarchod, we are doing that for the past 1 year now.. how much longer do you want us to trust??

Kya karenge behenchod itna paisa bachake.. these guys get an incentive from the amount of profit their department makes.. with the value of the dollar falling, how to maximise profits?? Hum "mazdoor" logon ka paisa mat badhao.. Behenchod kitna paisa khayega hum logon ka..bastards must be minting money..

even the HR department.. they have the guts to bloody send a mail out saying that the appraisals have been delayed by a month. A month?? Bastards.. We never say that for our projects.. "Sorry, the delivery that was supposed to be done today has been delayed for a month. Please expect the delivery to be done next month." Ever imagine sending out such a mail to our clients?? These bastards have done it.. Imagine the state of the people who have commitments and are expecting a good salary for this month?? for example me, I have spent 4 fucking months borrowing money from people.. I was expecting a good raise and thought I could be back to my usual enjoying self.. but no.. one more fucking month of borrowing money from dad. I hate it.. 24 running 25.. I should be givng money at home for their daily expenses and I shamelessly take money from dad.. :((

Life feels like a huge shit hole.. Every tom dick and harry comes and gives crap. I hate it.. feel like drinking away to glory today.. but no.. Am as broke as I have been for the past 4 fucking months..