Mess @ Work

A lot of things have been happening at work. A real lot. Don' know if it's for the good or bad. Either way, I do not see any good happening for me. There are a lot of things that have been going through my mind over the last couple of days:
1. No*&a: This is a new project that interests me. I was told that I would be working on this project when it starts. Good thing?? Of course. Why would I not be happy when I am given a chance to work on a project that interests me? Of course I am. But the problem is this – It’s been almost 10 months since I have been hearing this from my manager but nothing has materialized as yet. Why? God alone knows. On enquiring, the only answer I get is "Talks are on." Brilliant. Keep talking. When you are done talking and feel like doing some work, I'll be there waiting for you.
2. Noteb@@ks: Another project that really interested me. I was told I would be leading this division. Talks went on. Finally the talks got over and they decided to work on this. ave All of a sudden, they decided to get someone else to do the pilots. The pilots did not go off too well for reasons that no one knows as yet and we loose the project. Yet another opportunity that slips through.
3. Gen#%al M@t@rs: A pretty good project about cars. Cars interest me so the project immediately caught my attention. Things were going smooth and fast. No delays with this one. I was interviewed by the clients and things were perfect. I was told that the client would get back in a couple of days with the work. Days turned into weeks, weeks into months, but I did not hear anything. I was expecting my managers to come up and tell me about this. After not hearing from my managers, I asked. I learnt that the client did not come back. I had heard of something like "Follow up mails".